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Date:2012-06-07 19:47
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Long time no see

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Date:2008-07-20 16:40
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I'm losing my job and I think it is the best thing that has happened to me ever!
When one door closes another opens and I am so stoked!!!
I can't wait for September!


and I love James

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Date:2008-06-14 21:22
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I have started doing something that makes me indescribably happy.
I know at the end of this adventure there is going to be so much heart ache.
I know that each day that passes I am more and more attached to something I can never really have.
In a way it's like an addiction. I don't know how to say no at this point.

I fell for him. I even tried not to. Head over heels now. Just friends. The most painful words ever said.
I don't know how to tell him I can't do this. I just live in the lie. I am listening to my heart and not my head.
I know I have to let this go. The longer it goes on the more it's going to hurt me later.
He has no attachments to me and I can't get him out of my head.

Counting down the days until I have to say good bye...

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Date:2008-05-18 16:19
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Everything is good right now.
I have a cobbler in the oven and a lot of scratches to go along with it!

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Date:2008-05-13 07:06
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I am so  happy to be back in Athens! Brunswick is nice but I guess nothing beats home. hahaha I said it.

I to see exactly who I needed to see while I was in town and that was perfect. I think Josh Vicent and Kyle were an added bonus.

I didn't get too sun burned with Miles while we were on the river.

Mother's day was rough because it was the first with out any Grandmothers. Biggie died last July and Nanny last month. eek.
I am so thankful I was able to be with my mother.

Anyway back to the routine of work and play here!!!

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Date:2008-05-01 22:40
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I am glad the weather was nice and warm today.

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Date:2008-04-28 10:37
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Vacation is just around the corner and I have so many adventures planned. I am so excited to be able to bring Peyton to Athens! I am also super stoked about the River Adventure. I am not even sure who all is going this year, except Miles, Levi and myself. hahaha Who even cares? It's going to be a blast!

My anxiety has been on high for a little bit now but I think I am the most resilient and optimistic person ever so I am handling every situation like a champ!

My washing machine still hates me but you know what...?  It is totally replaceable. Muhahaha

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Date:2008-04-26 12:32
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I became a situation that was easy to eliminate.
Poor timing and poor execution.



I am upset about the person or the relationship? Maybe both but at this point leaning more towards one than the other.
This has been way too much and way too soon I feel like I have learned nothing. I have only been slapped on the wrist about something  I already knew. I am too naive and I give my heart away to freely.
If something seems to good to be true than it probably is.

I know things I didn't need to know and now I have to deal with them. Him not being here does not make everything go away. This may be what is best for him at the moment but where does that leave me? I am selfish and I will get over this too I guess.


I just have to be more cautious.

Don't get me wrong, he really is an amazing person.

Poor timing and poor execution.

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Date:2008-04-24 02:08
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I don't drink and sometimes that is not even to my advantage.
My scenario:  something serious needs to be talked about  and you have an outlet to avoid things and not think clearly and all I can do is think.


I may not be a couple any more.
and you are taking the most heart wrenching amount of time to decide what to do with me.

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Date:2008-04-17 12:25
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Well, I guess good things do come to those who wait and everything really does happen for a reason - I found James.

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Date:2008-04-10 02:32
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Exciting night.
Drunk Drunk Drunk

not me of course.

I do put myself in the dumbest situations.

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Date:2008-04-04 18:21
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"At that point I would like to say we are no longer friends. Fuck You."
Those are the words you hear when you decide it's time to give up.
The battle is no longer worth the loss of time or energy.
The fight will be on going and there will be no winners.

This is my reaction to losing a "friend" ...

(I'll pray you find inner peace. That is where all forgiveness starts.)

The End





hahaha.

I plan on having a great night tonight!

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Date:2008-04-02 12:02
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I had a good night last night! I hadn't planned  on going down town but how could I not with my new hair? I ran around all night. I saw The Outing (a cheesy 80's movie about a demonic genie) I got to see Daniel Ray's new project and there was a banjo so I could I not be in love?
I got a free milkshake at the Grill and an invite to sleep in a tent with Erik next week...
I came home around 3am and interneted for all of 7 minutes and the crashed.

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Date:2008-03-31 22:15
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2 weeks ago. I didn't really notice it last week because of Easter... but yesterday I was in the same place at the same time and again this morning, I was in the same place at the same time... I haven't really dealt with anything because I there has been just too much going on all at once. I know 4 people who have died in the last 3 weeks as well as being lied to and betrayed by one of my "best friends" and then dealing with one loosing her mind. I kind of just want to hide. I have been walking around with my heart on my sleeve through all of this.
I am in a weird mood.
I want to get back to my old self. I want to be outgoing and fun again. I want to not want to sleep ALL of the time.

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Date:2008-03-30 15:37
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I am really enjoying Ray LaMontagne right now.
The song Burn has one of the greatest lines ever...
 " Yes'n I try to ignore
All this blood on the floor
It's just this heart on my sleeve that's a bleeding"

wow eh'?

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Date:2008-03-27 17:00
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Can I just say how awesome Easter was?!!!
Adult Orphan Easter.
100$ worth of KFC.
Grown ups hunting for Easter eggs...
Rope swing action!!!
Could it have gotten any better?
I think not.

I love my friends who came out!
A special thanks to Shiloh for driving herself and then baby up to spend the week with me!

I am tired.
I am done with drama.

and I accidentally gave my heart away to my best friend...oops <3

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Date:2008-03-20 15:18
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WORSTE FUNERAL EVER in the history of my universe!

Im happy to be home.

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Date:2008-03-17 22:59
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Last week was a long week. this week is not looking any brighter at the moment.

My greandmother passed away this morning. I got to spend 4 hours with her yesterday and I know that time was a blessing.

I love my friensds who have been here for me rigth now.

A million thanks to Kayla, Christina, Parker, Josh and Vanessa.
A special thanks to Alecks.


My heart is broken, but I know things are better for her now.

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Date:2008-03-06 21:47
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I have like 70 million things going on in my head right now and for this post I am going to focus on the positive!

I like some one. I'm pretty sure he likes me back. It's quite awkward. Today was the first time we bumped into each other in public and we were both weird. I have hung out at his house with him and his room mates but thats not the same. I wonder how he will act if he goes to the show on Saturday. I am trying not to get my hopes too high but he says the nicest things. I have also decided to help with the "hopes high" thing I am not going to sleep with him until I am sure there is something there. BIG STEP FOR ME! I am very giddy but deep down for the first time I am actually being rational. The only other person I have had a thing for since Rob was Zack and I really did learn something from all of that. So, I guess wish me luck and cross your fingers that this guy isn't a douche!

I am still in love with my job. I am about to have a review. I am about to get a raise.

I have great friends up here! I am a Wendy to some pretty amazing Lost Boys!


I love Jenni.

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Date:2008-03-03 01:02
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 Everything I have been looking for? 
Check!

Returns phone calls?
Waiting...



This is me not getting my hopes up anymore.

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